A Posthumus Journey

 AHHHH you guys!

I am so excited. It wasn't my original idea to present this information to you this way, but my sacral is screaming at me that this is the way, so I am allowing my intuition to guide me. LOL. And for the record, I don't think I've ever typed this fast in my entire life.. 

I feel so so so called to share with you the actual meaning and gift of life.

You may be thinking to yourself, ok..sure, what does she know?
And that's totally fine for you to think that. 

Your perception of me, is a projection of you.
Ouch. I know. That message can be hard for the ego to process.

I am you. You are me. 
We are one.

Do I sound confident?
...fuck yes.
Why?
Because I am.

Why?
Because this work works.
It just takes love, patience, understanding, implementing and time.

I started to listen to the little voice inside my gut a little over a year and a half ago.
And it was lifeeeee changing.
Literally. 

Let's Reflect together on the last few years:
-I became a mom of three. A more intentional, loving, thriving, comforting mamma.
-A loving wife to my amazing Husband.
-I upgraded my mom van for a super sexy, badass Telluride. (literally manifested it-its a big deal because these vehicles have a 2 year waiting list, and the opportunity fell into our lap)
-Sold our fancy house in a beautiful, tight, ritzy subdivision; and moved to a little town located 2 hours away-completely remote in a fixer upper that we've poured love and hard work into
-Starting to question all of my entire beliefs. And restructure and reorganize them by claiming what belongs to me, and letting go of the beliefs that no longer resonate with me. 
-I left a profession that no longer served me
-And I'm literally leading my life by following my heart
-Learning more about my triggers, and embracing my old habits and patterns that I feel are no longer providing a service to me (uhhh hello shop a holic Ashley-seriously)
-Branding myself, and my gift that I have to offer others rewire their subconscious minds and help heal their inner child

But my life coach once said to me, "If you don't control the habits, the habit's control you"-Samantha Ruberto
And after she said this, I personally felt it to my core.

I accepted the truth for what it was.
I became conscious. Aware.
Eventually I was able to link this to my triggers, and that's when the magic really began. I started to understand myself a little deeper with each inquisition into myself and the hardware that my brain was programmed on.
Each time I emotionally wanted to tune myself out- whether that was from Braelynn argued with me, or challenged me, or fight with me, I would shut down. Into shopping mode I would go.
Or I get into a disagreement with the Hubs. Into self sabotoge mode I would go again. Shopping here, browsing here, scrolling here.
Escaping from my reality.
Tuning myself out from my 3D world.
What really chewed me up inside was how reactive I was towards my kids.
Snappy and impatient with them because I was stuck in fight/flight/freeze mode. 
Due to the guilt, shame, blame, victim mentality that I was allowing to identify me with.
Toxic.

Anyways, with my consciousness of my behaviour, I decided it was up to me, and nobody but me to make some very necessary changes.
Now I am human, and part of the human experience is to make mistakes along the way, which I believe are crucial on this journey of life. So I still am reactive at times, but definitely more mindful of my actions and words.
I find that I lead more with love, compassion and understanding when a problem arises.
I no longer am making myself the victim to my environment.
I surrender to the challenge to find the message- what is the lesson here for me to learn.
A new perspective. 
A challenge for growth, learning and understanding.
I yell way less. I get angry way less.
I am more calm, cool and collected with my thoughts and behaviour. 
Way less reactive, and way more responsive.

My goal and passion is to teach and guide you into healing yourself from within.

From having nursing as a past experience in my life, I still resonate with health and wellness. Except this time, viewing you as a whole, and healing you from within. Your core. The seed of your life.

Your body, mind, soul, heart.

We are a product of our environment, and are as powerful as your thoughts and intentions.

My intention going forward is to provide you a jam packed course of knowledge, where you have access to the tools, and the space to be supported while you learn the secret of living in alignment, and achieving ultimate wellness. Holistically healing yourself from within.
It will be a container where we work synergistically together to help you rewire your brain so you are living into alignment with your soul. Your true purpose. 

Stay tuned for more information, as it is still in progress but I CAN NOT wait to share this goodness with you all!

Thank you for your time and energy,

The light in me, see's and honours the light in you.

Have a lovely Thursday!